fall for you

If I had updated this blog about our relationship status, people would say it’s crazy. No. Yes. No. Yes. No. Finally, I could say, it’s a yes. And I would like to credit Ice Age 3; I swear this movie saved us. LOL.

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The best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting 
Could it be that we have been this way before?

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Thrice I let you go. And you came back over and over.

I couldn’t really grasp at first. I sensed a deep connection between us, but why deny it? I know you love me, but why choose her?

Other people said you were using me. Some said you just wanted me but you needed/loved her. I couldn’t buy those. No matter how I looked at things when we’re together, I could not believe them.

And yet you were as stubborn as I was. After giving it my best shot I just had to give up.

The first and second time you came back, I embraced you without question. I was just so relieved to see you again.

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Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again
Don’t make me change my mind

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This time, after giving you the ultimatum, you told me (finally) that you ended it up with her. That you’re ready to be with me and me alone … forever.

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I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

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I was happy yet wary. Is this just another roll down of our yo-yo relationship? When will be the next pull?

But as time passed, my doubts were eased out by your reassuring actions.

You’re simply more affectionate this time. As if the world revolves around me.

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I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

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What I like best is our conversations that last until we see the first ray of  sunlight. In one of those moments when we share glimpses of ourselves, something dawned on me. This life has let you down so many times, and you try to hold on to things that are certain. I understood how difficult it was for you to let go of someone who had stood by you for so long.

I’m glad you made a leap of faith, with me.

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I’m yours to keep . . .